Saturday, October 04, 2008

spent some times with people aside from my girlfriend and my parents and God who have shaped my life in a great way.

i was kinda thinking, whether in God's purpose or in the realistic sense. i have such a long way to go.

for all those out there who are studying or gonna study. do u know wad ur studying. why ur studying. and wads gonna happen after ur done studying. have u made plans about ur future. u know. people often say things like. i cant see so far ahead. its not in my nature to plan. or i like to play by ear. or we just see wad happens. even if i didnt say the cliche line 'do you know that if u fail to plan, u plan to fail.' i pity these people who never think about the future. or only have limited thought or understanding of wad they wanna do in at least the next 5 years of their life. cus they always be stuck in the cycle of asking themselves. what now? everytime they reach crossroads.

u know. today i realised that thought about the future and limited thoughts about the future are totally different things. we act like they are one and the same. we either form the big picture or look at the small details. but never both. yet. both are essential. some people dont know what to study. so they pick anything. some people pick something they wanna study, but they dont know wad for or where they are headed to. some people just study or do things cus its a natural course of life. not finding satisfaction or fulfilment. end of the day. these three groups amount to nothing much right.

if ur reading this post. u might think i m an asshole. but i m just thinking about a truth that hit me today and very much applies to me as well. alot of things about this life i have yet to find out. thats why we have to grow up fast with the luxury kid and teen years. before life. future and purpose catch up with us. of which we are left clueless and utterly helpless. and finding God ll make it right but it ll still compound to the regret we feel from the years that we have let pass going nowhere.

Remember Your Creator in the days of your youth. This verse used to be large and staring at our faces in barker. if only people would realise God and every other thing to do with God is supposed to give you life, rather then take ur life away.

|cowpoo| 4:34 PM|

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